I think the hardest part for anyone to understand is how hard it can be on everyone when something like this happens. Most do not know how it feels unless they have lived through it. At times I sit and look at her picture and just start crying uncontrollably. Here I am, a grown man crying, and when the kids come in I have to act like nothing is wrong. It is especially hard during the holidays and her birthday. I have people coming up to me asking if I think she is alive. I tell them no. It is a feeling that only a sibling or mother has. My mother says the same thing. With a brother who is always into trouble and another sister who lives so far away it can be over bearing at times to take care of the family and my mother at the same time. If it were not for friends, both near and far, I would not have had the energy to build this site and do what I have done up to this point. I want to thank all who has given us support in our search for Monica. It is well appreciated by all of the family.
May God Bless You All
Monica.... If you see this. I want you to know that I miss you very much. No matter what has happened you will always be my little sis and I love and miss you so very much. You can call me any time.
Donny Brown (Monica's Big Brother)